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♥ Gfs, FerrisWheel, Green, Be Happy.

但我清楚很多事哭了也没用

My friends are
Chermaine , Jerolyn , Joreen , Jazzlene , KengHwee ,
Lindsey , LiRong , PeiRong , RuiLin , RuiXuan , SiYan , Staphanie , YeokHoon , YiJie

halorha long time bo update liao..cant rmb what happen for the past few weeks?only knew school very stress & tired,cca and studies making me feeling so tired.sometimes i envy ting she at least can cope with her studies but me,sometimes wanna ask her about how to do this questions,she seem a bit fed up D: dont wanna say about school things.yesterday sleep early haven reach 12 jiu go sleep liao leh because i not feeling well D: today wake up saw ting the sms,i think she really angry with me,she never even show concern jiu say me liao D: i knew i everytime feeling unwell so whenever when i say i am not feeling well no one cares,it seem fake to you all that i am sick?whenever i say i feeling giddy,comfirm will say me,aiya you everytime feeling gidy de lar,really hurt dao me D: i dont know what the earth it thinking.sometimes i wonder if i really had any true friends,i went school like only got 1 friend call ting & that it.everytime i am the only who seem to be very brave & ting the one who is weak,so no one show concern to me,that why i really envy ting.i end up only made people angry with me & felt irrated by me.i am very tired & feel like dying,no one cares..i dont trust guys,i thought i can trust girls as in yi kao girls in de end i found out that i need to do everythings myself no one will be there to help me D: i knew i shouldnt be talking my problem but just let me be,if not i going to reach my limit & cant pretend anymore.at least after this i can continue pretending :'D
today i cried D:
i need to pretend to be happy again..

Posted on — Saturday, January 17, 2009 at 4:50 PM