LA FAMME;

♥ Gfs, FerrisWheel, Green, Be Happy.
但我清楚很多事哭了也没用
My friends are
Chermaine , Jerolyn , Joreen , Jazzlene , KengHwee ,
Lindsey , LiRong , PeiRong , RuiLin , RuiXuan , SiYan , Staphanie , YeokHoon , YiJie

halorha!i know i very long bo update liao,yesterday go out interview donut de dont know will pass ma,hope got but if not same outlet as ting dan i dont want work there xD after that jiu go rl de house lor jiu nothing happen liao :D let talk about today!went raffles with ting but in de end bo interview because a lot people comfirm stand no chance de,hahas!after that we went to suntec there walk walk dan saw FERRIS WHEEL x33 after that jiu go bugis because of something :D but in de end nothing happen but we saw liang,ming jian and andrew sia!hahas!dan we keep following them dan andrew and ming jian keep bullying me sia D: but they play play de lar :D liang very tired so bo do anything if in school art period comfirm kana bully by him de lor D: hahas! afer that ruilin come find us because that time he sms me jiu ask him wanna come find us ma,dan his friends and him come find us too xD only remember rey and alex de name,LOLS!&& sorry for bo follow you because was with liang they all,next time go out again ok :D after that jiu go home liao watch tv jiu online lor,dan chat with
jian cheng,hahas!long time bo chat with him liao,hahas!ok lar,stop my craps liao!
byes!
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whenever i am with rx they all i will still feel lonely and feel like crying,not you all change is i change.i feel like there is a big gap between me and them,they still together but i feel that i am just an extra even though i am with them,there may seem a lot of people but i still feeling very lonely and really feel like crying but i cant let them know!really leh whenever with them i comfirm will cry de just that they dont know,if they can see closely in my eyes they will find dao tears in my eyes,really!but i still need to be very cheerful whenever they talk to me,all play with ting but me is just an extra just to acc ting go there only,dan when she not happy all will cheer her up.got anything happen,everytime got problem it seem to be my fault.i dont like de feeling as in lonely!!argh!hate myself sia!not their fault it is me!i know even though if i leave that group no one will care because i try before!that time go bugis with them ma,i know.shut up after reading and dont try to treat me very good after read this post,i dont need any pity from you all.& i dont find this post emo,i still got so many problem if include this i already cant take it liao i dont even have de time too.dont understand jiu nevermind so dont ask anything about this.
Posted on — Thursday, October 30, 2008 at 11:49 PM