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LA FAMME;


♥ Gfs, FerrisWheel, Green, Be Happy.

但我清楚很多事哭了也没用

My friends are
Chermaine , Jerolyn , Joreen , Jazzlene , KengHwee ,
Lindsey , LiRong , PeiRong , RuiLin , RuiXuan , SiYan , Staphanie , YeokHoon , YiJie

after reading some of my friend's blog,i suddenly feel like crying again,why everytime want cry de?even when i am with my friends i still feel lonely,why like that?i have so many questions but i dont seem to find my answer!i only know that i am pretending to be happy to be real happy super happy,i am oh-so-busy!busy putting smiling faces in my sms,trying to make everyone laugh so they can be happy but actually i am not feeling happy D: lucky my word de size people cant view it,hahas!i really feel like mia if i still haven find dao any job,actually got le but but i dont feel like working alone,i know ting wanna work but but who know,maybe work a few days later she cant find dao any "Q" she suddenly dont want working?i really dont know,i only know i am sad,i dont know how to cheer myself up.if there is something to make me sad,there must be something that can make me happy just that i haven found it.i only know i cannot be sad in front of others i only know i must be happy in front of others.i feel like i am a puppet,living for other.i really wanna stay happy forever,real happy but i dont think i have the fate D: i dont wanna continue i going to cry again,i dont know why,i only know i am sad,really very sad,2 days le i am still feeling sad,i wanna stop crying and laugh out loud,but i cant D: CHEER ME UP PLEASE!